Pregnancy and Doubts
We decided to be pregnant once I graduate. I moved to the USA two years back and I was graduating in June 2019. I had been working as an Engineer for over a year now, this was a change of my career altogether. We both work, my husband earned more than me(this fact makes sense once you read my doubts). Even though we wanted to save/invest more before we have kid, like buy a house, go on Europe tour for 2 months, big cars ( you know, the typical immigrant American dream ), we realized we wanted kid more than that. So after all the rational financial, psychological and emotional calculation, we went for it. To be honest, I don’t like kids nor do I hate them. We didn’t decide to have kid because I was all soaked in motherly-fairy-emotions where I would “aww” kids in supermarket or go crazy when I smell them or have a biological clock ticking (well, I am kinda old but I do have fair amount of time, biologically). We got pregnant because we felt we are ready to be parents, and I thought I